i DeSeRvEd

i could not say anything no more,

i have no more good words,

i am tired,

exhausted,

doomed,

i am not here for forever,

i am not a tale,

not a joke,

not a song,

not a poem,

that can be heard, laughed upon , read or enjoyed,

every time, in all time,

i am a glass,

i am a soft silk,

that can be broken, and tore

i can be hurt,

an easy target,

deep inside,

i can be a famous victim,

victim of love, lust or whatever it may be,

that occurs,

that exists,

in the life called unknown,

and i am just another unknown life,

strange, dark, wet, tears...

may be it was something i wished for,

i dreamt of,

i charmed of,

i fantasized of,

i got what i deserved,

Yes i got what i deserved!!

I deserved!